I'm back to blogging and expect that I'll be posting an entry every single day (night?) coz I'm back to night shift. I'm not used to night shifts now coz it was still November last year the last time that I experienced being in this kind of sched. So to battle the sleepy head in me, I think blogging will be my greatest armor. And of course with the help of my best friends named coffee, the one responsible for keeping me awake and chocolate, the brain stimulant, I know I'll be able to win the nightly battles that I'll be having. I think this will be a tough night for me, aside from the fact that this is my first night shift after a hundred years... I'm also the sole MIS officer tonight. Sir Wilson, my supervisor is having his day-off and Elza our web developer and one of the constant night shifter advised that she can't make it to work now. Which means I'll be doing all tasks tonight. Good thing there's Sir Leo our project manager to back me up.
Its been over four hours since my shift started but no requests from the campaigns yet, so, what I'm doing now is just chatting (heheheh), blogging and endless internet surfing. I'm doing all these stuff while I still can coz if the campaign requests start flooding... doing this stuff would be impossible! So why waste the opportunity, right?
Anyway, northing's new in my life. Except from this stupid, crazy, damn feeling that I have. I don't know, I don't seem to get over him. I tried hard to suppress this feelings but it grows every single day. It's so hard coz the more I ignore it, the more it grows. And it gave me sleepless nights too! And heartaches, literally. I just hope that this will be over the soonest time. I wanna deal with this no more. Its like a knife that stabs me each day. Its ironic coz there are times that just a thought of this person makes me happy, and also he's the reason of my loneliness sometimes. This kind of feeling is very unexplainable, and I know you can relate on this coz i think that everybody passes through this kind of situation. I just wish that this will have a good outcome, if not maybe just a lesson of life to learn.
Its been over four hours since my shift started but no requests from the campaigns yet, so, what I'm doing now is just chatting (heheheh), blogging and endless internet surfing. I'm doing all these stuff while I still can coz if the campaign requests start flooding... doing this stuff would be impossible! So why waste the opportunity, right?
Anyway, northing's new in my life. Except from this stupid, crazy, damn feeling that I have. I don't know, I don't seem to get over him. I tried hard to suppress this feelings but it grows every single day. It's so hard coz the more I ignore it, the more it grows. And it gave me sleepless nights too! And heartaches, literally. I just hope that this will be over the soonest time. I wanna deal with this no more. Its like a knife that stabs me each day. Its ironic coz there are times that just a thought of this person makes me happy, and also he's the reason of my loneliness sometimes. This kind of feeling is very unexplainable, and I know you can relate on this coz i think that everybody passes through this kind of situation. I just wish that this will have a good outcome, if not maybe just a lesson of life to learn.
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Hello from Wolsztyn in Poland
hi marcin..
...sigh
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