My Life: Year-End Report

We've finally reached the last day of 2012, in fact it's just over an hour more and we'll all be saying sayonara to 2012. And by WE, I meant all the people who live in the same timezone as I am. 

And for the sake of my sanity and for this promise I made myself half a decade ago that I am going to post a blog entry before the year ends. (Also, expect another entry tomorrow as I've made another promise to make an entry at the start of the new year.) So here goes Kriann's Life Year-End Report.

2012 is a leap year, and I myself made one too many leaps of faith this year. Also I got to do some stuff that I have't done yet, or haven't done in a really long time. This year isn't exactly the best year of my life yet, but I've tried to make the most of it. Actually, if I were to be honest this year is the best and the worst of my life. 

The worst year because it's the year that I quit my job after 7 years of working in the same company. Also, it's the year when I live off of my parent's money. My mom helped me get my bills paid, seriously isn't that embarrassing?  A grown woman mooching off her mother for her bills! Also, this year I've been my lowest. I had no self-confidence, self-respect whatsoever, and I forgot that I was Miss Positivity for 26 years! Thank god for my mom for reminding me that I am worth more than I give myself credit for. Also, I just broke my record of being single for the loooooongest time. Well, if this continues next year, I'm pretty sure I'll be breaking my personal record yet again.

And now on to the reasons why it's the best. Wait, the first two on my worst list, is also the first two on my best list! I've finally decided to quit the job that I don't love. I've grew the balls to say goodbye to the job that I've been complaining about for forever. Also, I think it's quite a good thing having your mom pay your bills don't you think? IT'S A BLESSING! Again, thank god for moms! Also, I realized that I am human, I am allowed to be sad and break every once in a while. As Jessie J puts it, "it's ok not to be ok". And hell yeah, it does! 

This year, I got to do a whole lot of traveling. I also got to know myself better than I did before. I did a lot of writing, although I've yet to finish them. I'm really that kind of person who loves to start doing everything at once, so can you please forgive me? Maybe before 2013 ends, I'll be able to finish them all. Fingers crossed. I've also got to spend a lot of time with family and friends. 

My only regret is that I could have learned a new language or acquired a new skill with the free time that I had, but I didn't. Because I'm a slacker. I can hear Maura Isles in my head.

"Three months. You could have read all of Shakespeare, you know? Learned Finnish. Instead you've become a platinum member of the shopping channel."

She's actually right, except for becoming a platinum member of the shopping channel because do I have to remind everybody that I am broke? Instead of learning a new language or acquiring a new skill I think Maura Isles will still be proud of me because I've watched each episode of Rizzoli and Isles. Not just once, but I think more than thrice. I hope next year will be so much better than  2012, I seriously hope so. 

Bitter Isn't the New Black

I've read the book entitled Bitter is the New Black, and it inspired me to write this entry. 

Jen Lancaster was living the sweet life-until real life kicked her to the curb. 

She had the perfect man, the perfect job-hell, she had the perfect life-and there was no reason to think it wouldn't last. Or maybe there was, but Jen Lancaster was too busy being manicured, pedicured, highlighted, and generally adored to notice. 

This is the smart-mouthed, soul-searching story of a woman trying to figure out what happens next when she's gone from six figures to unemployment checks and she stops to reconsider some of the less-than-rosy attitudes and values she thought she'd never have to answer for when times were good. 

Filled with caustic wit and unusual insight, it's a rollicking read as speedy and unpredictable as the trajectory of a burst balloon.

I kind of had or have the same story. I won't say I was a woman in power before I quit my job, but I kind of did have that. I was the only woman in a department of 14, and a senior IT. Well, I think they got really no choice, I've been with the company for 7 years. So I was a senior, in terms of years being with the company I worked for. After reading the book (which by the way I read a few weeks before quitting my job), I took the risk of quitting my job. I had no back-up plan whatsoever but I still did it anyway.

It was hard, no, it is still hard. I've no idea what I signed up for, or better yet what I resigned for. I don't know how to be idle, the longest I've been out of work is when I requested a month's break, but that was spent travelling. So, it was kind of a different story. But when I resigned, it was for real! It's been over 5 months since I quit my job, I haven't got a job yet technically. I got hired, but I will be starting next month. But to be utterly honest I don't know if that's what I really want to do. I've been trying to figure out what my dream job is, to not make the same mistake again. And waste another 7 years of my life trapped in a job that I don't love. Well, it pays the bills so I have no choice but to love it. But still, I want to do something that doesn't feel like a job because I am passionate about it. I envy those people who have finally found their niche in life. I wish I were one of them.

I started to regret my decision, and currently second guessing myself. I am in no way having my ducks in line. If anything, my ducks are quite a mess, they're in a very crooked line! I spend almost every night reviewing everything that's happened the past months, and at the same time wondering what if I never quit? I am a total wreck these days. Not knowing where to go next. I always say that everything happens for a reason, and I really hope that there's a reason behind all these. Being a grown up really sucks, but I can never be bitter about. I know myself well, and I know I'm not the type of person that dwells on what ifs and what nots.  I'll never be bitter about life. I can make it through this.

Fame is the new Black

About a decade ago or way far back, when you ask a kid what he or she wants to be when he or she grows up you’ll get varied answers. Answers like becoming a doctor, a nurse, a lawyer, a teacher, a fireman, a policeman or a policewoman. Kids from decades ago choose a future profession not mainly because it pays more or because it has a lot of benefits like health insurance or paid vacation leaves. But it’s all because they wanted to help their family or the community they were in.

As a kid my greatest dreams were of becoming a doctor despite my fear of blood because I wanted to cure the sick people, and a cashier. I had this crazy idea that the persons behind the check-out counters were the richest people on earth. No, I didn’t want to be the richest person on earth just because, but I wanted to be able to provide for my family and my neighbors. I thought that if I were rich enough I would be able to buy all my friends toys and other stuff.  As I grew older, my dreams eventually changed every birthday.  I wanted to be a lawyer, an architect, a teacher, and it came to the point that I just wanted to pass the exams and graduate high school.

Kids these days are a lot different. Their dreams no longer include being a doctor, a nurse, a lawyer or a teacher. A cashier maybe, because like me, they thought that they’ll be able to take home all the day’s sales. All kids want these days is to be famous. They won’t stop at anything to be famous. All along I thought people wanted to be famous because of the fortune it comes with.  But even some of the persons (no longer kids) on Forbes list or D-list celebrities wanted to be (more) famous. Even if that means making and ‘leaking’ their very own sex tapes, or getting into anything that screams scandalous and publicity.

Like Spiderman said, “With great power comes great responsibility”. And for sure we all know that fame literally translates power, that’s why everyone wants it on the first place. I get that fame and fortune is a package deal, no wonder everyone wants to be one (or both) at some point of their lives. One of the advantages of being famous is getting everything that you want, material wise. A mansion in West Hollywood, a penthouse with a view of Central Park, a beach house in Malibu or the Hamptons or a ski/summer house in Aspen.  Jet setting to anywhere in the globe, getting all the most expensive things this world could offer. And the biggest advantage of being famous is that you can influence people. You can use this advantage to do good, promote change and make a mark in this world.

But when you come to think about it, fame and fortune is not all it’s cracked up to be. When you’re famous, everything is magnified. The mundane things or stuff a normal person does, becomes blown up when you’re famous, it becomes the headlines of the tabloids or gossip sites the following day. The whole world is like a vulture waiting for you to screw up and relentlessly eat and peck until there’s nothing left of you. You’re treated as if you’re not capable of emotions. And the saddest part of this is that famous people are expected to put on a game face even when they are dying inside.

This is the kind of life people wants these days, no matter what it takes. I don’t want to be called hypocrite and tell you that I don’t dream of becoming famous every once in a while because I do. Who wants to pass up on something like that? But I’m also just as contented with the simple life I’m living, so long as I get to help and inspire people in my little way. But if given the chance, I’ll take becoming somebody famous’ girlfriend or wife, it’s easier. That way I don’t have to deal with fame directly. I can’t be Prince William’s wife, that spot has been taken but there’s still one unmarried prince. It’s enough to keep my hopes up.

Photo credit:  Nour-T

My Favorite Things

It’s been raining non-stop for over a week now. I love this kind of weather but as the Spice Girls’ song goes “ too much of something is bad enough…”. If it were just up to me I would like it to rain every single day. Rainy days are what I live for! I look forward to bed weather, I want to just curl up in bed all day. Or go the cinematic way by sitting by the window watching the heavy downpour outside while sipping a cup of hot chocolate with mallows on top. I’m that kind of girl. Not romantic, but a girl who loves lazy days.

But I can never be selfish. I know heavy rains will have siblings in tow. There’s flooding, heavy traffic jam, damaged livelihoods, suspensions of classes and many more. They’re a big family actually. A big family that causes chaos most of the time. I don’t blame the rain though, rain’s intentions are good, but it’s her siblings are the problem.

Because of this weather, I thought about my favourite movie growing up: The Sound of Music. The kids in the movie are scared of the storm, so Maria sang a song that would make them feel better. And that song is the inspiration for this blog entry. And here’s a list of my favourite things:

A warm glass of milk. I’m really my mom’s daughter as she loves milk as much as I do.

Chocolates, any kind except for dark. I can’t stand the bitter taste of it.

The smell of books, doesn’t matter whether old or new. The smell is just so hypnotizing for me.

The smell of freshly cut grasses. It brings back a lot of memories from when I was still a kid growing up in the province.

The ocean breeze.

Letters. I’m quite old-fashioned, I love the feeling of actually opening a mail. And I think it’s more personal than those e-mails or Facebook messages that I’ve been receiving.

A piano, it reminds me of my grandma. She was a great piano player and mentor. She taught me how to play the piano at a young age.

Fluffy pillows. I admit I’m a bit OC, I prefer my pillows fluffed before and after I go to bed.

Pajamas! The best type of clothing ever made in my opinion. They’re very comfortable that you want to sleep in them. Pun intended.

Any blue-colored flower. Why blue you ask? It’s because I think red, white, pink, orange and yellow flowers are so common. You see them almost everywhere, but you rarely see blue flowers.

These are just the things that I can think of on top of my head. Again, I’ll pretend that I got readers on this blog and I will ask you to share your favourite things with me too.

Everything is Not as it Seems

Have you ever wanted something so bad that you feel that you will do anything and everything just to get it? I have, or should I say I had. I wanted this "thing" so bad the moment I heard and learned about it. I tried my best just to have it, I spent nights learning things that are relevant for that matter. I competed against myself, and outdid myself eventually.

It culminated yesterday, I got that "thing" that I've been dreaming of for weeks. And I've never been disappointed in my whole life. This "thing" that I thought was everything... well it wasn't. It's not everything I thought it would be, not remotely close. And today, I've decided to let go of it. Not that I don't want any challenges, I overcame many just to lead to this day. But it all dawned on me that it isn't worth it.

I don't have regrets doing what I did, because I'm a believer of "everything happens for a reason". I just learned that even our biggest dreams aren't flawless. Fulfilling a dream doesn't guarantee happiness. Sometimes maybe oftentimes, it's just all about the hype. We are blinded by our wanting to fulfill that dream so bad so that we can prove to ourselves that we can do anything that we wanted.

Lesson learned.. Moving on...

Have a good day everyone!

An Open Letter to Kareena Kapoor

Dear Kareena,

I'm Kriann from the Philippines. I am a huge fan! The moment I laid eyes on you on my TV screen while watching 3 Idiots I instantly fell under your spell. Then I googled you and watched all your films. I even watched all your TV guestings even when most of the time I only understand bits and pieces of the whole conversation.

But what must one do to catch your attention? To let you know of my existence? Especially for someone that lives timezones away from you? Someone who only knows a handful of Hindi phrases? So, I put on my thinking cap and these are the ideas that I came up with:

I thought about faking my identity and tell you that I'm the Philippines' presidential daughter. But that won't be possible as our president is the most eligible man in the country. He doesn't have a daughter that the country knows of. I would be putting myself at risk if I told you that. Risk from being kidnapped and/or being chased by the local authorities for constructing lies about the president's life.

I also thought of playing the sick and dying card, but that's just sad and at the same time difficult. What if you bought my story and it reached the media? Sooner or later you'll all be wondering why my health isn't deteriorating or worst why I'm still alive? I just can't stomach that, that's just too low even for a fanatic like me.

Then I thought about going the Hugh Grant way in Notting Hill: pretending to be someone from a magazine. It's much easier than any of my other options. I used to write for our school paper in high school and college, so I could just easily wing it. I could make a mock magazine in just a couple of hours. I think I could get away with it.

I could actually do everything that I have thought of. But I didn't. No matter what option, I would still be deceiving myself and especially you, and that I can't take.

So, trashing all my "brilliant" ideas... I just settled with writing an open letter to you. Pray that someday, somehow it will reach your hands. One day when I get to visit your country, you would invite me for a cup of coffee, or tea, or water or whatever. I don't really care, as long as I will meet you in person. But for now, I'll just settle for you and me having an animated conversation over a cup of coffee in my head.

Dreaming to be your friend,

Kriann

If being in my pajamas by 7PM is wrong, then I don't want to be right.

After over two weeks of being MIA, one may think that I've been very busy. A friend thought that I migrated somewhere, like the moon maybe because I was out of reach. Another friend also thought that I've joined the army (like that's possible), and another thought that I might have went on a mission somewhere in the Amazonian Jungle. After my friends told me about their theories, only 1 thing came to my mind: I have crazy friends with crazy imaginations!

I wasn't busy, at all. In fact, I've finally done what I've been thinking of doing for the past three years... I've finally quit my job! I wasn't so sure about my decision at first but after hearing my mom, brother and few close friends' comments I think it was the best decision I've ever made in my adult life. As of recent times, I did everything that I haven't done since the summers of my high school life. Which is staying at home all day,  sleeping in till noon, watching TV till dawn, eat to my heart's content, read all the books that I've accumulated since Christmas last year. (Actually, the bookworms have beaten me to perusing some of those books.)

As of now, I'm pretending to be busying myself applying to jobs online, but also secretly wishing they wouldn't call me till the end of June so that I'll still have time doing the things I've mentioned above. I'm loving being a professional bum even just for a few weeks. It's one thing off my bucket list.

I'll just savor this downtime while I can. Till we meet again alarm clock, and metro traffic. Till my next update, hopefully with good news. And by good news I mean: new job that I actually love.

Because I Have Too Much Spare Time....

1. Have you ever peed your pants after age 8? -Yes, once! In my defense I dreamed of peeing so I did!

2. Who do you have a crush on now? -Ryan Gosling

3. Would you date someone you met online? -No

4. Do you wear deodorant? -Yes, why?

5. Do you hate yourself? -No, I'm my favorite person most of the time. :-)

6. Have you ever met a celebrity? -Yep, my fave news anchor/reporter.

7. Do you like tongue twisters? -When I'm in the mood for tongue twisting, why not?!

8. Do you have a boyfriend? -Nada

9. Do you know how to drive a car? -Yes.

10. Have you ever been camping? -Yes, a lot when I was in grade school and high school.

11. How many times a day do you go on Facebook? -Once, but I don't log off. :p

12. What was the last movie you saw in a theater? -The Hunger Games, I think.

13. Have you ever cut off a limb? -God forbid, I hope never.

14. Where did you get your last email from? -Jobstreet.

15. Favorite website? -Hellogiggles.com

16. Are you ghetto? -Nope

17. Will the world end in fire or ice? -Fire? I guess.

18. Do you believe in the external world? -Please elaborate. :D

19. Would you cry if Facebook stopped working? -Nope, twitter maybe.

20. Do you have a blog? -Um, yeah! This!

21. Have you ever been on a roller coaster? -Yes, I love 'em!

22. Favorite year so far? -2012! Living like it's the end of the world!

23. Do you consider yourself religious? Yes.

24. How do you usually dress? Jeans, top, ballet flats.

25. Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point? -Not yet.

26. Would you eat sushi? -Yes.

27. Would you smoke? -Rarely, when I'm clubbing/drinking.

28. What is your favorite sport? -Lawn tennis.

29. Do you believe that animals have souls? -I'd like to think I'm part Buddhist, so yes.

30. Who did you last talk to? -Sandy.

31. What is one thing that annoys you? -No common sense.

32. Do you believe in God? -I do.

33. Have you ever fallen in love with a neighbor? -No.

34. Last time you saw your mom? -This morning.

35. Would you be president if you could? -Why not? Go!

36. Do you like cats? -I'm allergic to anything furry/hairy. :p

37. How are you feeling right now? -Elated, don't ask me why.

38. Do you have a soul? Yes, of course.

39. One best friend or many good friends? -I'm good with one bestfriend.

40. Do you believe in spontaneous combustion? -No, I'm scared of fires of any kind.

41. Mom or Dad? -Mom definitely.

42. Is it Pet’s Mart or Pet Smart? -Ask google!

43. Do you like the band Radiohead? -Yes, I do.

44. What is your favorite female name? -Astanna!

45. Have you ever shoplifted? -In high school with my friends, cream stix.

46. Do you think Snoop Dogg sucks? -Don't care about him.

47. Have you ever driven a Ferrari? -In NFS, yes. In real life? I WISH!

48. What do you call those little plastic things on the ends of shoelaces? -Aglet!!!.

49. Have you ever walked more than a mile? -Yes.

50. Do you believe in magic? -I'd like to.

51. Have you ever been suspended from school? -Never!

52. Have you ever skipped school? -In college, yes. So my friends and I can go pig out.

53. Explain what you think about hippies. -I like the way they dress, the Coachella type hippies.

54. New York or California? -NEW YORK!

55. Have you ever been dumped? -Yes, it was a good thing, some kind of a wake up call.

56. What are you wearing right now? -Grey blazer over white top, dark jeans and nude wedge.

57. Favorite city? -NYC, need I say more?

58. Collar popped or normal? -Normal

59. Have you ever asked someone out? -Yes, I did. I'm in control! Hahaha!

60. Do you have any collections? of? -Cosmo magazines

61. Ocean or pool? -Ocean of course.

62. Fridays or Ruby Tuesdays? -TGIF's.

63. Do you want to go to college? -I already graduated, but I want to go back.

64. Have you ever gone to a mall? -Yes. Where do you think I live? In Terra Nova?

65. Would you be my friend? -Sure!

66. Why do you like the music you do? -No reason, I just like them.

67. Do you read much? -Yes, but I'd like to read more than I used to.

68. Favorite country? -Philippines

69. What is something you wish you were better at? -Any kind of sports.

70. What’s your favorite album/CD? -All of The Script's.

71. Hamburgers or cheeseburgers? -Cheeseburgers.

72. Planes or boats? -Planes when I'm in a hurry, but boats when I'm not.

73. One rumor that’s been spread about you: -I'm an alien.

74. Who is your newest friend? -Rhian

75. Have you ever sat on a rooftop? -Yes, the rooftop of our house in the province.

76. Last text? -My mobile network provider.

77. Do you drink soda? -Awful lot. :(

78. Do you like yourself? -Told you, I'm my favorite person most of the time.

79. Hot or cold? -Cold

80. Do you play an instrument? -Piano and guitar.

81. What’s your favorite movie/s? -Casa Blanca, A love Affair

82. Would you date someone older than you? -Yep, in fact I prefer someone older.

83. Do you believe in love at first sight? -No.

84. Favorite type of sock? -The thinnest/sheerest kind, I'm into ballet flats.

85. Do you drink alcohol? -Occasionally.

86. Do you want to talk to anyone right now? -Living or dead? :)

87. Would you dress as the opposite sex? -At Halloween/costume parties, yes.

88. Do you like to learn? -I crave to learn.

89. Have you ever been hit on by the same sex? -Not yet, it would be weird I guess.

90. Where did you last go on vacation? -Being in my bed the whole day feels like a vacation to me.

91. Yahoo or Google? -Google

92. Explain your religious beliefs. -Roman Catholic.

93. Do you have a bad life? -All things considered, no. I think I'm living a pretty good life.

94. Favorite comic strip? -Archie.

95. Have you ever broken a bone? -Dislocated, yes. Broken, no.

96. Do you have any piercings? -Ears.

97. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? -Not yet, but it's on my bucket list.

98. What name brand do you wear the most? -Zara, Topshop, Forever21

99. Last time you were really really mad? -Don't remember.

100. What is your favorite flavor in general? -Can't generalize.

101. Name 4 things you always have with you: -wallet, eyeliner, lipgloss, phone?

102. How many ex boyfriends/girlfriends do you have? -3 exboyfs.

103. Why do you admire people? -Because they deserve my admiration.

104. Do you like sports? -Yes, but sports don't like me.

105. Would you have sex before marriage? Why or why not? -Is this a trick question? :0

106. What is your favorite male name? -James.

107. Do animals go to Heaven? -I've no idea.

108. Last time you saw your dad? -2 years ago, not sure.

109. What is your favorite hair style? -Wavy (the beach-wave type) and long.

110. Do you like your name? -Yes, kinda grew on me. Haha

111. Would you drop out of school or quit your job? -Yes to quitting. Hahaha!

112. When you wake up, what is the first thing you think? -I'm hungry, what shall I have?

113. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? -Yes, college and work.

114. What is the perfect day for you? -At home on a rainy day.

115. Last time you used the bathroom? -10 minutes ago.

116. Have you ever failed a grade? Why? -Yes, Math 41 (Calculus). I suck at Math, big time!

117. Have you met anyone online? -Met in person? Nope.

118. Have you ever smoked? -Yep.

119. Do you like celebrities? -Yes!

120. Do you like traveling? - A LOT!

121. Would you go rock climbing? -Yes!

122. Do you believe in love? -Yes.

123. Have you ever snuck anyone into your house? -Hahaha yes! High school memories.

124. Do you personally know any bums? -Yes.

125. Do you believe in aliens? -I've watched some Ancient Aliens eps, and I'm almost convinced.

126. Have you ever kissed someone? -Yes.

127. Would you sell your soul to the Devil? -No

128. Coke or Pepsi? -COKE

129. Hug or kiss? -Both?

130. Bagels or chicken? -Bagels

131. What is your eye color? -Dark brown.

132. Watching or playing sports? -Watching, I'm a klutz.

133. Would you have plastic surgery? -Nope.

134. Last phone call? -Mom.

135. Do you have a girlfriend? -I have girlfriends!

136. How do you align yourself politically? -Lots of political parties in my country, but I stay informed.

137. Do you have any pets? Why? -None, I'm allergic.

138. Do you believe in soul mates? -Kinda.

139. Do you stop to smell the roses? -Figuratively, yes.

140. Do you like taking surveys? -Like this? Yes.

141. Have you ever stolen something over $20? -No.

142. Disney or Warner Brothers? -Undecided.

143. Do you know how to drive stick? -Yes, both MT/AT.

144. Do you ever use your full name? -On legal docs.

145. Do you get annoyed easily? -Yes, working on my patience though.

146. Would you eat human flesh for money? -NEVER.

147. Dogs or cats? -If I wasn't allergic, dogs.

148. Have you ever been on a road trip? -A lot of times.

149. What’s your favorite drink? -SODA.

150. Favorite food? -Bacon

151. Do you like seafood? -YES! I grew up in a coastal town.

152. Have you ever sworn? -To secrecy? yes.

153. Would you try to take over the world? -In a good way? Yes.

154. Would you give me $5? -For what?

155. Have you ever been asked out? -Yes.

156. How much cash do you have right now? -A little over a thousand pesos.

157. Weekdays or weekends? -I live for the weekends!

158. Jeans or skirt? -Jeans

159. Do you want to get married? -Maybe, not sure.

160. You’re having a bad day. Who do you want to talk to? -Mom.

161. Do you study the Bible? -No.

162. Mints or chewing gum? -Mints

163. Shorts or pants? -Shorts

164. Name one person you hate, and why: -___________

165. Your favorite store/s? -Zara, Forever21, Topshop, Red Mango, grocery stores

166. One goal you’d like to achieve this year: -Meet KK in person. Please, please, please.

167. Do you like cows? -I love cows' milk. :D

168. Who is your oldest friend? How long have you known them? -Mark, since we were 2 or 3 I guess.

169. Do you like photography? -Absolutely

170. Pain or no gain? -What? It's No Pain no Gain, right?

171. Say something annoying. -"do you want.. to like.. go to.. like the mall.. like with me.. like today?"

172. How often do you visit your facebook/twitter/etc profile? -Daily.

173. Do you ever cook? -Yes, when I have no choice. Or when I have to impress.:D

174. Have you ever been on a boat? -Lots of times.

175. What do you do most when you’re bored? -Channel surfing.

176. What is your favorite musical instrument? -Violin, but I don't know how to play it.

177. What’s your phone ringtone? -Laserlight by Jessie J.

178. Have you ever been in a movie? -No, but I want to keep my options open. :)

179. Cappuccino or coffee? -Cappuccino.

180. Have you ever been on a plane? -Yes

181. Have you ever seen Switchfoot in concert? -YES! Mosh pit baby!

182. Would you run from the police? -Did I do something wrong?

183. Have you ever been asked for an autograph? -Hahaha I wish!

184. Do you wear makeup? -Yes

185. Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend? -Not now.

186. Last hug? -Mom

187. Have you ever been high… on life? -Oh yes!

188. Sneakers or flip-flops? -Flipflops, I live in a tropical archipelago.

189. Do you want to have kids? -Maybe.

190. Are you afraid of the dark? -No.

191. What if you had three wishes – what would you wish for? -meet Kareena Kapoor and Jessie J in person, and have the ability to teleport.

192. Do you feel sad often? -No. Thank god.

193. Have you ever been in love? -Yes but...

194. Do you shower daily? -Twice a day, the least. I live in the tropics, and it gets really hot during the summer.

195. Have you ever prank called someone? -yes, my friends!

196. Boxers or briefs? -Boxers

197. You are about to die. What do you do with your worldly possessions? -If I were filthy rich, I'd leave some for my family, close friends and to foundations of my choice.

198. Have you ever bought a car? -Again a toy car.

199. What is your favorite type of music? -I appreciate all kinds, but no boybands please.

200. What’s your family like?-Loving and so much fun!